Maybe if we look hard enough....

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-29T02:10:00

2004-12-29T07:09:55Z

I got a new LJ screename, add pleasethx. im_no_killer

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-28T17:46:00

2004-12-28T22:45:41Z

Winter break is sucking hard. I should start expecting things to go wrong, Cause when i expect them to turn good they turn out wrong; Maybe its vice versa also.

Im being forced to go somewhere i dont really want to go.

i basically had no christmas. my parents already took my money to pay bills, WTF IS THAT. they want me to start working with them and all this shit, i already payed off my fucking debt. and still i cant go out to the only place i go to most of the time (rogers house).

next year it wont be any different.

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-26T21:35:00

2004-12-27T02:34:54Z

Sometimes I make believe
When we're alone
Machines have taken hold
Can you get me to a telephone
It's just the little things
You used to see
Am I still that man who makes you who you want to be

Today was a bad day. I didnt like it ONE TWO BIT.

I did drown myself on endless bootlegging and guitar practicing; that was fun.

I feel like watching a movie, there arent any good ones out though.

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-25T00:57:00

2004-12-25T05:57:32Z

Hmm... Christmas. It used to be more.... I dont know.... bright? or something.

New years.... I dont plan on doing anything jumbo exciting. Just spending it with my family.

New years resolutions?:
- Practice for Football
- Practice guitar like mad
- Better Grades
- Be more social

Merry Christmas everybody.

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-23T16:11:00

2004-12-23T21:10:48Z

Man, todays gotta be the most boring day of my life, not the worst, but the most boring. This break is going by to fast; its already thursday.

When im all alone I can think up a friggin' storm. i think about all these things and think about how things are going to turn out. its like predicting the future, but not.

im going to work tommorow so i can get an extra 20$

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-22T21:27:00

2004-12-23T02:26:45Z

So I have 63 bucks. Im missing like 80$ for my camera. o_O

I want new shoes, but im not sure which ones i want.

Maybe ill get this one

or these

My cousin slept over yesterday, fun stuff.

Tommorow im gonna see if i can go practice bass/guitar with alex.

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-20T14:05:00

2004-12-20T19:05:04Z

I think im debt free.

Man, im so loaded. I have 70$$!@#$^$%!!!

Ebay is awesome, they have everything for like 50 dollars less then what you can get it for in stores.

FUCK, i dont feel like going anywhere on the 26th now :|

yesterday i actually had a conversation with some criminals outside my house.

"yo dawg one of these days ima rob----
"YEAHWHATEVERNIG"

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-20T01:01:00

2004-12-20T06:01:00Z

holy shit, its already the 20th of december. time is flying.

I spent like 7 hours at dadeland mall and all i got were some shorts. maybe some other day ill get new shoes.

i got 50 bucks from my grandma! my wallet is all heavy and stuff, ill go crush roger or somebody with it.

i have to work tommorow to pay off some debts :|

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-19T01:41:00

2004-12-19T06:41:02Z

Man, Im so tired....

this whole day went by fast. i liked today. i wish i can have more days like these.

I dont think ill ever gain the trust of my parents. they think all i do is walk around the street looking for trouble(yeahwhatevernigga)

I dont care; today was good.

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-18T00:47:00

2004-12-18T05:46:44Z

Wow, today was great.

1st period I watched some show and talked to lissette
2nd period I skipped and went to play hacky sack with roger and luis and some other mexicans.
3rd period me and roger went to efratis class and ms.hibbert gave us food :O
4th Went to van leers with mikey, alex, and roger and talked to patricio and listened to him play the guitar. buddy is fast as hell.
lunch - acted like freshmen again
5th period i went to van leers again with mikey and alex and listened to velvet revolver on efratis iPod
6th period im really starting to like this period.

Then i met up with roger alex and luis. There was a flood of criminals after school, and we started to follow them to see if there was a fight, but nothing happened.

Later luis left and we went to the show in the art temple, it was alright but there were a little bit of people there. WTF CHALICE OF THE MYST SHOULDVE WON!!!fuckingemobandswhobitchandmoanabouteverything

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-16T21:21:00

2004-12-17T02:20:56Z

ONE MORE DAY!!!

I have no clothes damnit. I hope it isnt cold tommorow.

Shit I got so mad the past 2 days because these people always seem to bring up shit that i dont want to fucking think about or remember. So please for those of you who might know what im talking about, please dont bring it up. I dont know if that made sense... whatever.

Tommorow = Rogers house

wow, this song is great.

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-16T15:19:00

2004-12-16T20:18:51Z

Today half of the school skipped their second period. Me and oscar couldnt sneak in to the gay gym.

Lunch reminded me of last year when we were all freshmen where would we do crowd surfs and throw people into the garbage cans; it was fun.

I felt like a little boy with a crush during 6th period, it felt nice.

I have this dumb T.I song stuck in my head.

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-16T06:30:00

2004-12-16T11:30:12Z

Damnit, I hate walking my dog in the freezing cold. I cant even feel my lips.

yes!!, i got 2 hours with el substitute

me and oscar are going to try and sneak in to that toy drive assembly shit.

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-15T21:33:00

2004-12-16T02:33:25Z

Yep, I owned fede, jose, and martin in CS. yeah, i play once in a while for a good time.

KILL THAT BUDDY!

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-15T15:40:00

2004-12-15T20:40:03Z

YES!!! Im not going to gay ass night school.

Today was an alright day. long, but alright none the less.

1 - Did some bingo shit and talked to lissette(sp)
3 - Midterm while everyone else watched a movie (dumb mr reese)
5 - Skipped with alex, sara and thalia.

two more day of school and then finally we go on brake.
Saturday im going to do something with michelle and other people and i made some plans with oscar for the 26th. I hope this winter break isnt so boring for me :O

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-15T06:32:00

2004-12-15T11:36:29Z

Jesus fucking christ its freezing!

I hate wearing jeans, but if I dont; Im gonna freeze.

I finally found the digital camera im going to get; I just need 50 more bucks.

I got 2 hours of fucking mr reese. That guy swears hes really helping us. HES FRIGGIN BORING THE HELL OUT OF US. Im going to skip 5th

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-14T15:25:00

2004-12-14T20:45:11Z

Wow, I was so tired today; I think I slept through ALL my classes.

Biology - ACED that damn test.
FCATMATH - Nothing, talked to the criminals and oscar.
ENGLISH 2 - That class gets more boring everyday, I seriously dont know how im going to survive there tommorow for 2 hours. I would skip but I got a damn Midterm for that faggot.
MATH - Reviewed some notes, and goofed off with Efrati and Luis.
FCAT Reading - Talked with 2 Mexican kids.
Health - Did some jury thing where I was presumed guilty, wtf.

I cant wait till this damn week is over. SHIT NIGHTSCHOOL TOMMOROW! I get stressed just thinking about the class.

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-12T13:21:00

2004-12-12T18:25:51Z

I want a Digital Camera for christmas, But I know nothing about Cameras.

Yesterday was pretty cool.

I want to quit nightschool, god I hate that class.

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-11T14:08:00

2004-12-11T19:13:31Z

SKALIWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAG!

I CAN MOVE MY NECK!

I got 10$ today from tips. I fucking own. Being nice to old people does PAY.

Im going to hang out with alex today, play some BASS and walk around then later crash at rogers place.

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-11T00:52:00

2004-12-11T05:56:19Z

Yay, my neck is sort of better.

I looked in the mirror today, and I have 1 grey bag under each of my eyes; I need more sleep.

I was supposed to go to santas today, oh well.

Tommorow I have work, Fuck Debt.

Man, I miss Catcher in the Rye; what a great book. I feel like reading it again, cause it made me laugh so much.

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-10T09:09:00

2004-12-10T14:15:03Z

I dropped out of school, cause im hardcore..

Not really, just cause my neck hurts.

Weeeeeeee, looks like im not doing anything today. This better be gone tommorow!

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-09T14:06:00

2004-12-09T19:18:27Z

Nigga my neck is BROKED! hence why I left early.

Night School was a drag yesterday, so i left like.... 20 mins early?

Im not sure if I still wanna go to santas tommorow. That nigga erick wants me to go to that club on saturday, but Id rather not get accused of something I dont want to do. I dont know, maybe ill go.

MY FUCKING NECK!!!

R.I.P - Dimebag Darrel Abbott

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-08T16:14:00

2004-12-08T21:28:12Z

Today went by so damn fast! I guess when you start to do work for your classes, the time goes woosh!

Man, I fucked up real good in the beginning of the year. All I did was skip all the time! It was so wierd....

Holy shit I need new shorts/pants. I wear mines almost everday.

I might go to santas enchanted forest on friday. Im not sure what im doing on saturday.

I just noticed that "Fabolous" spells his name wrong. Its fabulous.

WOW, I got like 50 rap cd's from my black cousin. I thank him because some are actually good.

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-06T21:33:00

2004-12-07T02:40:31Z

Night school is ok, in the sence that the class seems easy to pass. The people in my class.... well, most of them are old friends that I dont even know anymore. Ill just try to deal with it and just pass the damn class.

Here is what im aiming for grade wise in my classes.

Biology - B
FCAT MATH - B/C
English 2 - B/C
Math - Help me
FCAT READING - C
HEALTH - B

All I need to do now is study, and try not to skip so much.

hatebreed595 @ 2004-12-05T19:20:00

2004-12-06T00:25:49Z

Yesterday was a good day, not great, but a day I wish would happen more often.

I went to rogelios house and chilled with alex and roger. We talked shit about people, made each other laugh like hell. We walked around the neighborhood, played some video games.

I consider that a day that I can space out and chill out and escape from everything else.